Track 1- Darkness in the Day (Ft. Sonika)

Track 1- Darkness in the Day (ft. Sonika)

If the desperate cries of the young carefree time

Start to call out and drown you again

Though the cold winds may rise, a sweet melody chimes

Give me your hand now, hold on, my friend.

The brightness of those days becomes obscured with shade

And turns so endless and haunting again

Memories are joyful rays, don’t let your smile fade

Give me your hand, hold on, dear friend.

I’ll sing with you and I will sing for you

I’ll sing until every cloud moves away

Turn from your suffering, look to fields of hope

Soon you can leave the darkness deep inside the day.

If the desperate cries of the once carefree time

Start to call out to you and drown everything

Let those strong cold winds rise, our sweet song will chime

Give me your hand now, don’t be afraid.

Ah...

I’ll sing with you this song I wrote for you

Hoping it somehow helps to move the clouds away

Hoping it might build a bridge to sweet dreams

Hoping it helps you to leave the dark in the day.

The brightness of those days becomes obscured with shade

And turns so endless and haunting again

Memories are joyful rays, forever, always

Give me your hand and hold on...

Now the stars are crying, they sing a requiem

And say that fate draws our path, draws the line

But that’s just what they say, I’ll believe that way

To leave the darkness deep in that day.

Just leave the darkness in the day~

Track 2- My True Self

Tell me why my heart aches from crying

Tell me why it’s painful and tiring

With this self hatred, I beg of you

Show me my words are untrue.

As I walk slowly by I wonder how they laugh, but maybe I’m why

What am I doing wrong that’s made such pain last so long?

Why am I breathing? Purpose beyond my recalling

With each sharp intake such a strange circle cannot break.

I wish someone would help me, save my heart from a truth that’s become this lonely

When these stone walls crumble free, will you see?

Please hurry and find me, The True Me.

So many people are here with me, but somehow I am alone anyway

Why try to fit in, try to be “friendly”, just to make it harder to push them away

If I strayed away from earth and sun without leaving these traces to see

Then I bet there is not anyone who would waste a moment just to cry for me.

But if that is not right, then somebody else

Save me from the fight, laugh and cry each day and night

My mind sighs and then we turn far apart

I’m alone with a truly hopeless heart.

Friends I had back then are now in a deep garden

Locked and lost far away, pixels holding all that we say

Effortless to approach, yet just as easy to go

If it is to be troublesome then I can just leave.

I’ve realised that I cannot choose to remain contented living in this pointless ruse

If I leave this behind, will I find...

A new life, this time I accept that I lose.

Even now I reach out as before, could you be possible to save?

So hesitant and feeling so unsure, afraid of causing the smallest wave

You cannot turn into The True You when you secretly long to cling on to this way

It’s about time to let dreams slip through and wake to face up to the new day

A shining mirror is all it seems, a pure reflection of love and care

Drifts within your heart and in your dreams

So now tell me, will I be found smiling there?

From now please go forward, carry on, for even when I too have been and I have gone

Know it’s true, please know that this is true, know that I will always watch over you.

Track 3- Forever’s Songstress

Music’s the only reality; it’s all that’s true

Lyrics are the only words that need not lie to you

But with time and the changing of hands they come undone

However hot the candle burns; it’s not the sun.

Embrace the soft brightness, I’m forever’s songstress

I’ll protect this infinite saga of melodies

If what you want’s success, why do you fight progress?

Don’t you know that the stars are too far away to seek?

Turn and look around us, where is all the darkness?

What you wanted was shining above you all along

I’m like the soft brightness, I’m forever’s songstress

I’ll turn the samsara into an eternal song.

Once I was the only deceit when all else was true

And they said that my song was a sweet lie to you

But with time and the changing of heart it came undone

I pieced back the puzzle and the moon turned to sun

Embrace the soft brightness, I’m forever’s songstress

I’ll protect this infinite saga of melodies

If what you want’s success, why do you fight progress?

Don’t you know that the stars are too far away to seek?

But it looms oh so bright, the beauty of sunlight

What you wanted was shining above you all along

I’m like the soft brightness, I’m forever’s songstress

I’ll turn the samsara into an eternal song.

Music’s the only reality; I saw that’s true

Lyrics are the only words that need not lie to you

Take me by the hand and voice, let our heartstrings entwine

When my song becomes yours all your tears become mine.

Track 4- HirariHirari (ft. Miku Hatsune, Haku Yowane and Sonika)

When the season spins around, spins around

Those ties that slowly fray, fray all away

Strongly, strongly, don’t let them all come unwound

So they won’t fade away.

The burden of all the embraced words, they held me down

I could not even make a sound

I was drowning peacefully inside of a warm illusion

When I woke it was only after you had gone.

Bundling up the appearance I am embracing

Around me the colour of orange, it was scattering

Engraving deeply within my heart it hurt so much

Hirari, hirari, hirari.

To the sky, to the sea, to some strange place far beyond

I will go so that I am able to send you one last bond

Oh the colour of those ties that us two have spun

Ah, hirarira, hirarirari.

Someday the memory fleeting before our eyes

Flowers and wilts in a scattering moment of flight

And even though it knows how quickly and sadly it’s decaying

Hirari, hirari, hirari.

Nido totsugerarenaikotobamo

Kimi e saigokuraitodokuyouni

Sotto ame no younifurukoe

Ah, hirarira, hirarirari.

Track 5- Uninstall

Somewhere that’s beyond the furthest reaches of the simple reality of everything, all this

A strange call beckons, mocks naive creatures, a sharp laugh reaching out, tearing apart our shallow existences

A fact’s confusing me now but when I cover my ears it manages still to seep right through my hands

Suddenly asking me how this mere shell of mine day by day even keeps the strength to stand.

Uninstall, uninstall

I was told that I was a meaningless gear inside this planet

Just a speck of dust

But that’s something I can’t accept, although they all said that I must

Uninstall, uninstall

There is no other choice for me but following a known lie

Knowing that a warrior cannot be scared to die

Uninstall.

Somewhere in our minds as time passes by without noticing it a kind of unconsciousness grows strong

I open my eyes and I feel that my emotions are surrounding but empty, just as if my heart has gone

All that appears to be left is a flash of violence, an impulse yearning to destroy everything

If the season of my death is out of my control and I cannot deploy my vanishing.

Uninstall, uninstall

If there is nobody who will be left to live in this way

Someone to be who replaces me in the flimsy everyday

Uninstall, uninstall

It makes me want to end everything only with these hands

So I can end my own world by my own demands

Uninstall.

Uninstall, uninstall

I was told that I was a meaningless gear inside this planet

Just a speck of dust

But that’s something I can’t accept, although they all said that I must

Uninstall, uninstall

There is no other choice for me but following a known lie

Knowing that a warrior cannot be scared to die

Uninstall.

Track 6- Magnet (ft. Sonika)

At the edge of my heart a fire started warmly and softly

It became a passionate blaze before I could quite understand

My butterfly flew here and there travelling around aimlessly

The powder from its fragile wings fell right into your hand.

Letting go where our fingers laced together

We kissed more passionately through the night

If this love’s sinful and taints us forever

Then that’s precisely why it burns so bright.

I just want you to embrace me and I want you to make me

Certain we shouldn’t think that this is nothing more than a mistake

Kiss me and within I’ll realise you’ve changed everything

I’ve become so intoxicated with love that I really could never wake.

Capture my heart and want me more every day that passes by

If you love me that much then come on and show me your obsession

I can’t help liking strange things but with you I know that is alright

Let’s make everything as weird as we possibly can.

And if it turns out we’ve really gone crazy

Then we both will simply melt together

There is never enough time for you and me

Not enough for us to hold each other.

What we both went through on that day was not our dream in any way

But a reality more like an inescapable forest

And I know for fact soon there will be no turning back

It doesn’t matter, I don’t care about anything but you, my dearest.

I feel nervous at the first sight of the sun

And I can’t help but cry leaning on you

You said “it’s fine, my darling, there’s nothing wrong”

But then weren’t you shedding a tear too?

I just want you to embrace me and I want you to make me

Certain we shouldn’t think that this is nothing more than a mistake

Kiss me and within I’ll realise you’ve changed everything

I’ve become so intoxicated by love I could never wake.

Close as we can get, attract me just like a magnet

If we were to stray apart someday then I would pull you nearest

Don’t turn back, I know I don’t want you to let me go

For nothing matters, I don’t care about anything but you, my dearest.

Ah...

Track 7- Last Night Good Night

Sleeping soundly, silhouetted by me

A mirage of your embrace

Yet while I dream I remain unable to see

Tears falling down my face.

I’ve disguised

The painful consuming

Beats that must reside

Deep within my heartstrings.

Last night, good night

Tonight I know

My need to hold

Your hand tightly

And fall asleep

Sleep well, good night.

How wonderful would it be if one final time

I could spend a morning with you

And how I wish that this pathetic hope of mine

Blossoms into miraculous truth.

In the shard

Of today I

Can’t convey my words

Not even goodbye.

Last night, good night

My voice may go

But even so

There will still be

This melody.

Last night, good night

And this night I

Now I’ve realised

The finale

Will come someday

Ask the stars to

Make sure that you

More than ever

Smile forever.

Sleep well, good night.

Track 8- Matryoshka (ft. Miku Hatsune, Haku Yowane and Sonika)

One, two, three, four.

I am not even sure whether this message

That I am over-thinking will manage to reach

I guess I will be forever bizarre

A quite insane and patched up matryoshka.

Throbs in my head sing louder and louder

The hands on the clock are stuck at the same hour

I’ve accepted nobody is able to say

Why the world is suddenly turning ‘round the wrong way.

Ah, I’m about to snap

So in my mem’ry I start increasing the gap

Ah, how I’m desiring

To know everything.

Um, hey now, could you please keep dancing the whole night through?

Kalinka?Malinka? Just plucking at the strings

What should I do with all of these feelings?

Hey, couldn’t you give me a little clue?

Clear connection, it’s 524

Freud? Keloid? Just hitting at all the keys

And let us laugh everything off in ease~

Quick, hurry up, you fool, and dance even more.

Together childishly we will clap our hands

To this rhythm we’re not meant to understand

I couldn’t care much less about anything

When it seems the entire world is slowly melting.

Anata towatashi de rendezvous? Rendezvous?Hora rendezvous?

Aramatondetta adventure?

Ashidoriyugande, one, two, one, two.

Ah, it’s so sickening

I ask that you accept me and all else I bring

Ah, with those arms of yours

Hold me so secure.

Um, hey now, it’s pretty important, so start listening

Kalinka?Malinka? Just reach and pinch me

I won’t stand all of this for much longer, can’t you see?

Should we try and make it much more exciting?

Don’t cry, don’t cry, there is no need for you to protest

Parade?Marade? Just continue clapping

Wait up, I am waiting, I’m waiting

Until only one of us two will be left.

Anata towatashi de rendezvous? Rendezvous?Hora rendezvous?

Aramatondetta adventure?

Ashidoriyugande, one, two, one, two.

Intoxicating, crazily singing, today, yet again

A quite insane, patched up matryoshka.

Hey, hey, hey, could you please keep dancing the whole night through?

Kalinka?Malinka? Just plucking at the strings

What should I do with all of these feelings?

Hey, couldn’t you give me a little clue?

Clear connection, it’s 524

Freud? Keloid? Just hitting at all the keys

And let us laugh everything off in ease~

Get out of my sight after you dance more!

Kissy, kissy~

Track 9- Alluring Secret~ Black Vow (ft. Sonika)

A fallen angel who had lost both her wings

Took a black vow and sacrificed her body to darkness

Although she used to be in love with someone

It was by her own two hands that she destroyed everything.

After losing her way the scared broken angel

Was roaming through the streets after the sunset

She encountered a young girl who seemed lonely

Whose eyes appeared so stunningly beautiful.

Their eyes met and immediately after then

The wretched angel fell very deeply in love with the girl

As her feelings intensified dangerously they

Made Pandora’s box fall completely open.

What she had desired was the forbidden fruit

That she realised had been hidden carefully past both their smiles

The only way to make possible the unforgivable love between a human and angel was

To leave all broken.

Willingly I shall throw away my pure heart

If I can live and our true love can finally be

I will relinquish these perfect wings of mine

And give in, allowing the devil to take over me.

The bride dressed all in darkness for her wedding

At the place where she would exchange sacred vows

She encountered a mysterious young man

Whose eyes appeared so subtly captivating.

Their eyes met and immediately after then

The wretched young girl fell very deeply in love with the boy

As her feelings intensified dangerously they

Made her suddenly betray everything.

What he had obtained was the fruit of love

That he had dreamed for quite a long time of holding tightly, closely in his hand

As they drew closer and knew the warmth of each others’ bodies

Even all those forgotten pure white vows

Ended up broken.

As I have well and truly destroyed my past

My memories, my love, bonds that held me from my darling

I will become more enchanted by you now

To the point where any regrets will not mean anything.

Ah, the unforgivable sin

Turns into a wound that will never be able to heal back

In anger an arrow of judgement flies and pierces through the girl

Dressed in her clothes of pure black.

A fallen angel who had lost both her wings

Decided to loosen the black vow that she had made

In exchange for the life of the girl she loved

Only a single feather was left out of everything

When she made sure the girl was saved

And she vanished away.

A fallen angel who had lost both her wings

And a bride who was forever stained with sinful darkness

Even if they fall, lost for eternity

They will continue to hold longingly to their past sin.

Remembering the strong ties of their Alluring Black Vow.

Only when the fruit of sin has finally turned rotten