IDENTITY THEFT
RESTORING THE TRUTH ABOUT WHO WE REALLY ARE
A message of encouragement that came with my Day Spring 2016 Calendar, by Day Spring co-founder, Roy Lessin: “Just think! You’re not here by chance, but by God’s choosing. His hand formed you and made you the person you are. He compares you to no one else--you are one of a kind. You lack nothing that His grace cannot give you. He has allowed you to be here at this time in history to fulfill His special purpose for this generation.”
Absorb Psalm 139 into your spirit! Absorb Romans 8:28-31 into your spirit! Yahuwah saw you before the foundation of the world. He chose you by His foreknowledge. He watched you growing in your mother’s womb, and knew all the days of your life before even one began.
In this article, the first of a trilogy of encouragement, I want to show you how really important you are to Abba Yahuwah and Yahushua. Abba is sending Yahushua Messiah to earth very soon to destroy the enemies that are trying to destroy you--in order to deliver you, rescue you, and take you into His Kingdom! Rejoice! Praise Him! Be bold in proclaiming His Victory!
Did you know that whatever you hear yourself proclaiming verbally, and even your thoughts that you hear inside your brain, especially with boldness, is what your mind believes to be true? If you proclaim negative things, exude negative emotions, say things harmful, about yourself and others, your mind believes it, the Spirit within your re-born spirit is quenched, and your body takes in that poison and causes illness and deterioration. In other words, you put curses on yourself and others. Only you can remove them by repentance and praise of Yahuwah for yourself. People are sickly today, in mind and emotions (soul), and in body, because of storing painful words and memories inside. Mark 11:25-26 is required for us to get forgiveness and freedom from Abba. If we do not forgive others and let the pain go, He can’t forgive us. But, we also must forgive ourselves.
One day I was in June Joyner’s prayer class at Grace Temple in Fort Worth. She came to me and gently said: “There is someone you have not forgiven.” I was disturbed--I had forgiven everyone I knew who ever hurt me. After the class, I got into my car and began driving home. I asked Abba: “Who is it I have not forgiven?” He gently said: “You have not forgiven yourself.” I was shocked. It was true. I held regrets and hate for myself for what I allowed in my past, and how I had hurt my children. I prayed to forgive myself. It took a long time to get the thoughts of regret out of my mind, but He has healed me of the past. We must be at peace with ourselves before we can exude peace towards others.
February 22nd, in the afternoon of Abba’s Purim, I was once again seeking Abba about what happened to me as a little child that caused a life time of not being able to wrap my mind around or accept what He has told me about myself and my future--other than intellectual knowing, that is. As I started writing an e-mail to my son Derek, my understanding confidant, immediately to the right on my computer screen an advertisement popped up. It read: “LifeLock is a leader in identity theft protection.”
What are the odds of that? I surely know that the only Ones who hold the keys to the locks that protect my life are Yahuwah and Yahushua. Of course the advertisement was about how people can easily steal credit card information using technology, and how to protect yourself. But, literally, our only protection in any arena of my life, are the promises of my Elohim, and His faithfulness to keep His Word!
I was part of the “baby boomer” generation--raised in a post World War II generation that was bombarded with things that stole the identity of human beings--like Darwin’s “Theory of Evolution,” the materialistic age of “what’s in it for me,” an age where real love was growing cold and religion was becoming mostly sensationalism.
Most of us grew up not knowing who we are as human beings in relation to our Creator. Humanism, and the pursuit of knowledge, became our culture’s new gods. Most in our generation grew up with unloved spirits, rejection spirits--trying to fit the Barbie or Ken doll image, while feeling empty and alone inside. To fill the void, our generation was offered things from the Illuminati mind-programmers to help us “cope”--things in the form of fantasy, illusions, and all sorts of entertainment that opened up new avenues to satiate the lusts of the flesh and entice us away from the secure boundaries of our Elohim. Illegal drugs, pornography, sex, and violence, began to be openly shown in movies, as well as everywhere we looked--all sorts of enticing things that intrigue the mind, emotions, and flesh, abounded. Music went from Bill Haley’s “Rock Around the Clock,” and Elvis Presley’s “You Ain’t Nothin’ but a Hound Dog,” to the Beetles, and onward to violence music with violent words of death, along with violent movies, and even cartoons that expose little children to traumatizing and terrifying things that fragmented their minds. With fragmented minds, we, and our little children, have been opened up to receive the input of the “world brain” programming – the Lucifer agenda.
By 1948, at age 4, Abba began revealing His love to me. That year, I experienced His personal Presence as He physically surrounded me and spoke to me. At age 6, when I professed my faith and was born again, I began evangelizing my peers. By 9, I was working in a Mexican Baptist Church teaching children, and playing the piano for the adult services on Sunday. Around age 11, I began going on missionary trips to Mexico. My identity was in the joy of His salvation, and the joy of sharing it with others!
However, from 1950, when the “teen age” (13-19) was singled out as a special “marketing target group,” and the generation-gap separation began between children and adults as an advertising gimmick, what was once considered wicked by Christians and other types of moralists began taking on the appearance of fun, “cute,” “cool,” “hip,” entertaining, the “in-thing,” and even “good.” Without knowing it, we were slowly being sucked into the “world brain,” so that everyone desired the same things and worked to reach the same goals, while “God” slowly became a belief system in a compartment of our mind. [Refer to: “Mind Control, Hidden Manipulation, and the World Brain” and “Quiet Wars and Silent Weapons”]
I knew He had called me to serve Him from an early age. In my Baptist church that meant that as a woman I could be a missionary, Sunday school teacher, or ministry helper with a husband. But, I never had what He put within me labeled and clarified by Yahuwah until 1985, when He got specific. He explained further in February of 2016. I find all loose ends of a lifetime are being tied up now.
In my years from teenage onward, even though I received His Word about me, I could not “wrap my mind around it.” From a little child, I saw myself as a no-body, someone unloved and unwanted. I was a victim of some of the Illuminati “experiments” on babies, also, as were all “baby boomers.” But, by age 10, my once bubbly and assertive personality turned inward. A lot of it was because of the cruelty of other children. My super-limber knees and ankles turned out of place often, causing me to fall down a lot. Children made fun of me for having 5 curled up little toes, and “knock-knees.” Plus, by age 7, I became quite morose due to my parents violent fights. I did not know how to laugh like other children. By 6th grade I prayed for God to let me laugh like Peggy Roberts, a cheerful school friend. He answered that prayer. I love to laugh with His joy!
Both my parents worked, so I was a “latch-key” kid. I grew up alone. I did not feel like I could confide in anyone. When I did open up, even with my mother, it was laughed off or scorned in some way, or I got labeled “weird.” By age 7, I stood on a little box to hang up clothes in our backyard. I made sure that the clothes pins, which looked like little people, were grouped in twos or more so they’d not be alone. I lived in a world of my own making. I dreamed of doing things I couldn’t do, like ice skate. I did play a lot of sports and was good at it. I fell a lot, and still have scars on my knees, but I learned to get back up and stay in the game. That was good training for life now! I’m no whiner!
It took a lot of years to be able to understand the love of Elohim, let alone actually receive it as real. When He finally lifted me out of a very deep pit, set my feet on a rock and established my goings (Psalm 40:2-3), I finally realized His incredible mind-boggling mercy and love! As you’d read in my autobiography Touching the Eternal, (Amazon paperback and Kindle) because of my poor self-image, I thought I was marrying a Baptist preacher, but I married a man who turned out to be fragmented into many personalities, a Satanist, a warlock--with the mind and actions that go with that lifestyle. So, I was dehumanized further, and fought back by turning on God, whom I thought had failed me. The Genesis 3 deception of the serpent in the Garden is alive and well, causing every human being to doubt the goodness of Elohim at some point in their lives. Once we leave the protection of His Presence, we are out in Satan’s world … and it is a cruel world! Yahuwah had to turn Adam and Eve out of the Garden of Eden. They went from being protected under Abba’s tallit in a beautiful and peaceful environment to the harsh reality of a world corrupted by evil beings.
I’ve been on quite a journey. I know some of you have been too. However, in 2003, in Jerusalem at the pools of Bethesda, where Yahushua healed the man after 38 years of pain, (John 5) Yahushua appeared to me face to face. In 2003, it had been 38 years of suffering for me, in mind, emotions, and body. That Passover Shabbat, He mercifully healed me forever. “If the Son, therefore, shall make you free, you shall be free indeed!” (John 8:36)
Once purified by His forgiveness, the deep pit I have carved out to fill with hate against “God,” became the vessel to contain His love, and my love for Him. The pit was emptied of my heinous sins that I delighted in to prove my hate for Him, and forgiveness was given. The wrong theology I had been taught about the “God of the Old Testament” was gone forever – He is my precious Abba who has graciously given us His Torah--instructions for right standing in His Kingdom. He is a Father more than a “God.” He is love!
I know His love. I know it personally. He’s proved it over and over to me. I know who I am in my Abba and my Savior. There is no doubt in my mind about that! But, after all the years of mind-programming that dehumanized me, I still have a hard time believing what He has shown me of my future before Messiah comes, especially now that old age has set in with its “drawbacks.” Yet, the joy of Messiah’s soon return, daily brings me great joy! I have the energy of a young person because of my exuberance over what He is showing me in His Word. So I share with you… The veil is lifting.
I sure do understand what “identity theft” is all about! Since the mid-1940s by TV, most of the world’s children have been raised on Walt Disney’s occult fantasies that include glamorizing the occult, transgenic monsters, witchcraft--filled with Illuminati mind-control into Luciferic thinking. Thus, through being raised on fantasies, most adults, of my generation, still live in a fantasy world. Sci-fi was part of the fascinating of the mind to prepare us for the great deception to come. Sci-fi is getting more and more realistic now, more graphic, showing entities coming through portals that are really coming through portals. Entertainment is such a part of American culture that to live without it would be very hard for most people. The entertainment of a servant of Elohim is watching Abba work to fulfill His Word! Having the joy of seeing people born again, filled with His Spirit, healed, and delivered from demonic oppression. The Apostles sure never needed entertainment! Worldly entertainment has set people up for the coming “great deception,” while in the meantime separating people from the reality of life with a loving Father and Savior-Redeemer-Messiah. Religion, also, has little relativity to reality in this world. We’re bombarded with marketing advertisements that comes at us from so many directions, telling us what we need in order to be happy and successful in this world. Tragically, most believers, even sincere believers, often feel more secure as children of this world than as children of Yahuwah. My passionate plea to all is to seek Him with all your heart that you might know Yahuwah and Yahushua and walk with Them in peace!
We have all been victims of some type of identity theft, not just credit card theft, or victims of computer hacking, but theft of who we really are to our Creator. If the thoughts of our mind were totally brought into captivity to the mind of Messiah, touching the mind of Yahuwah in the eternal realm, think of how free we would be.
This freedom is our privilege by the transforming power of the Spirit of Yahuwah. Yet, the constant theft of who we are in Him has left most people devoid of understanding this privilege. So few know that our re-born spirit is a portal into the realm of Elohim, and by His Spirit we can be totally a set-apart new creation. By being filled with His Spirit, we can learn from Him and be led by Him. [Refer to: “Beyond This Dimension – Through Your Own Portal/May 30, 2015]
I’ve written much about the attempt of the enemy to make sure that we either don’t know about our spirit-portal within us from the true birth, it is relegated to theology, or ignored. It is our spirit (within our middle/loins area) that separates us from animals.