"It is not so much what is

poured into the student,

but what is planted

that really counts."-Unknown

I take this quote into consideration as I reflect on how far I have come this semester. As

supported by the Behavioral Model of teaching, I began this course without knowing

anything about teaching in a classroom, or what it takes to be an effective teacher. My current

inspiration, Dr. Smirnova, was the light of the candle, and each of us had to decide whether or

not we wanted to follow her down the path she was leading. Although I was scared and did not

know what to expect from this course, I followed Dr. Smirnova and allowed her to teach me all

of the great wonders of teaching.

Although I have always felt confident in pursuing a degree in teaching, I entered this

course not really knowing the teacher that I wanted to be, and could be. I had already

acknowledged that I was enthusiastic and motivated to teach, but was not quite sure of what I

was capable of, until now. At the start of the semester, I thought to myself that this course was

either going to make me or break me, as far as

whether or not I was good enough to be considered

“teacher material.”It was after we were each

assigned to create a ‘T-Shirt’based on who we

were as an individual, did I realize how different we each were, but also how

similar. Each of my classmates had come from different backgrounds yet we each held a

commonality-in that we wanted to become educators. I realized from that

moment on that we were all on the same team, and that we were all in for

the game of our lives.

At the beginning of the course, I was much more of a self-reliant

individual, and was used to only counting on myself in order to succeed.

As the semester has come to an end, I look at myself and realize that I

have become a team player, and have learned that social skills and

working cooperatively with others in an important attribute to continue

using throughout life. However, in working cooperatively with others

and relying on classmates to assist you in reaching a goal has given me

a plentiful of surprises. One of these surprises in working with others

has taught me that not only am I being taught, but that I am a teacher

myself! Those who tend to grasp the material quicker than others tend

to lend a helping hand to those who haven’t, by either explaining to

them what they do not understand or by setting an example. I have set

an example numerous times, in that I have taken the role of teacher and

helped my classmates succeed, by either spending time with them in the library, interacting

through email or by further explaining to them the material repetitively. As a result, my greatest

surprise was that I myself was mastering the material as I was teaching it to others. In actuality,

when I thought I had fully learned the material presented to me in class to the best of my

potential, I had not mastered it until I myself taught it to somebody else.

"By learning you will teach, by teaching you will learn." - Latin Proverb

Throughout the semester, I have been told that it takes hard-work, dedication,

creativity and organization to be a teacher. I have read from the course topics that “guiding and

directing thelearning process such that those who are

learnersacquire new knowledge, skills, or attitudes”

defines teaching. However, I have learned that with

teaching, you are always faced with new challenges,

and are constantly developing and acquiring new

knowledge. As a teacher, I have learned that you must be always be open-minded, well-rounded,

educated and tech-savvy, in relation to the tools and resources that are available for the

classroom. I have been given the opportunity to use several different tools in the classroom this

semester that I had never before used, such as Smart-board and PBWiki, which are helpful in

multiple different ways, whether it’s creating a WebQuest or a treasure hunt, providing examples

on a given topic, or when delivering notes during lecture. I was given the chance to use the

Smartboard during my fieldwork, to teach a Direct Instruction lesson on the American

Revolution. Students were interested and excited to learn about the topic because the Smartboard

allows for several different features. Students were very excited to come to the board and to

participate in filling in the blanks. They grew anxious to choose a word and to physically drag it

across the board to its correct blank.

Aside from my fieldwork and the different tools and resources that I’ve been introduced

to throughout the course, my teacher and classmates have had the greatest impression on me.

Both have inspired me to continue on my journey towards becoming a teacher, and both have

given me the courage and tools that I need to do so. Each of my classmates have given me

insight on both the teacher that I want to be, and the one that I never want to become. My teacher

has given me the inspiration and the motivation to want to learn more and to make a difference in

the world. She has shown me through her own actions what implements a great teacher, as well

as what it takes to be great. One must first believe in themselves before they can turn others into

believers-so I thank her for the support and strength in helping me believe.

“When love and skill work together, expect a masterpiece.”-John Ruskin

This quote expresses the lasting impression that I will have of my teacher, Dr. Smirnova, in that

her love for teaching others and dedication in helping me succeed has helped me become who I

am today. I will share all that she has shared with me, with all that I teach!

Looking back on all that I’ve done in this course over the semester has made me think of

what I am capable of doing in the future. I have learned that I am able to speak in front of an

audience, and that I capable of gaining their attention. Making lesson plans has made me realize

that creating effective lesson plans isn’t always easy, and that it’s going to take a lot of practice

before they will be at their best. Looking at how different my classmates and I are in reference to

our learning styles has made me think about how I will accommodate for each of my students

learning needs, once I am a teacher. In creating lesson plans I have sought out different methods

and strategies that I can use to assist students with different learning styles. While many students

learn by hearing as others do by seeing, I can lecture while I show visuals and photos. Several

students do not enjoy written tests, so I can accommodate for this by seeking other assessment

tools. While checking for students’prior knowledge, their understanding, and for how well they

have learned the given topic, I can use a variety of diagnostic, formative and summative

assessment tools to accommodate each learning style. Assessments may include interviews,

group presentations, and portfolios, instead of essays and multiple choice questions.

All learning begins with the simple phrase,

"I don't know".-unknown

In the elementary school setting, using methods and strategies from the ‘Social

Interactive Model’were most effective in my teaching. During my SIM lesson using the

jigsaw method, students were ready to learn and excited to show me what they were capable of

achieving. Allowing students to work in groups was most effective because they were able to

work together to show me, a teacher they had never met before, what they were capable of

producing. At the start of the lesson, students looked puzzled, as they weren’t very familiar with

the different types of pollution their world is faced with. By the end of my jigsaw lesson,

students had completed a graphic organizer, and were able to recite back to me why working as a

team is so important. I felt jigsaw was engaging not only for my students, but for myself as well.

Students began the lesson without confidence and any type of understanding of the subject, yet

by the end of the lesson, students had learned something new.

As a teacher, I feel like I have grown not only intellectually, but emotionally and

mentally. I am now more aware of what it means to be a teacher, and I am equipped with several

of the tools that will help me to be a successful one. I am confident in knowing that I will make a

wonderful teacher, because I know what I am capable of. Emotionally, I know this is the career

choice for me because knowing that I can make a difference really touches my heart. Even the

smallest actions can help make a difference in someone’s life, and that’s what I plan on doing. I

want to teach children not only the knowledge that they need to stimulate their intellectual

growth, but I want to help them help themselves. I have noticed as the semester has progressed

that I enjoy helping others. I am satisfied in knowing that my extra time and effort has helped my

classmates to understand certain concepts a little better, knowing they will apply that new

knowledge in their futures. I appreciate the fact that I am looked up to, in that students rely on

me to be prepared and ready to learn and express my creativity. Classmates of mine have told me

that they look forward to coming to class, to hear what I might have to share. Although I accept

the compliment, my real accomplishment would be for those particular classmates of mine to

start believing in themselves, as each of them are someone unique, and special, and have many

things to offer as a teacher and as an educator.

After reflecting on this semester and how I have grown as a person, I am reminded of the

many things that I want to improve on. I want to challenge myself more, and not be afraid to

express my own creativity, using my own ideas. I want to start keeping a journal of both my

educational and personal growth, as this course has taught me the true importance of self

reflection. For future reference, I also want to take advantage of the different tools and resources

that are available for me to use. The tools and resources that I was introduced to this semester

has not only left me anxious to show others, but has taught me that there are ways other than just

lecture, to present material to a classroom full of eager to learn students. I look forward to my

future years to see how well I can improve, knowing that I have the experience from this class to

take with me, as a guide, and as a motivational tool.

Lastly, from this class, I have experienced several ups and downs but in the end, have

learned to keep at it and to stay focused. This course involved a lot of time and effort, as the

work load was very extensive. However, I feel the workload was necessary in that each

assignment or reflection we were given has helped me, in one way or another. I have learned to

voice my opinion and to see the good in each and every classmate of mine. The three plus’s and

a wish evaluations were very helpful, and I suggest teachers use this technique in all classes they

teach. It allowed me to become familiar with my classmates in a personal way, in that I could

express how I felt about their finished work. Constructive criticism is effective in that it isn’t a

put down, but instead, a way of explaining how something could be better the next time they do

it. I appreciate all of the constructive criticism that I have received, as well as the compliments

that students have given me. Alone, this course has really allowed me to shine. I feel that I was

truly able to be myself and that I was given a wonderful class experience that placed me in a

room with other students who had the same interests as I. I have become very close with several

of my classmates and wouldn’t trade our relationships for anything in the world. I am inspired

and ready for the next chapter of my life, and at the college, knowing, that I am well prepared.

As mentioned earlier, I began this course as an empty vessel, waiting to be filled with

knowledge. Looking at myself now, in December of 2009 at the conclusion of this course, it

brings me great joy to see my picture, standing at the front of the classroom giving my

administrative speech to my classmates. This picture is a symbol of my accomplishments

throughout the semester, which is something I will cherish forever. This picture can also be used

as inspiration, in teaching others that anything is possible, as long as you put your mind to it and

your heart is in it. Thank you Dr. Smirnova for a wonderful learning experience-I will take all of

the knowledge and advice that you have given me and make it my own. You are an inspiration

and have taught me how to believe in myself, which I feel, has made not only myself successful,

but you as well.

A teacher’s purpose is not to create students in his own image, but to develop students who can create their own image.-unknown