0001 :
[When I was young, my dad told me]
[not to look at the washer.]
0002 :
[I was too little to have paid]
[him any mind.]
0003 :
[Years later, I noticed]
[he'd been right:]
0004 :
[Children can't look at the washer]
0005 :
[and think this won't bring problems]
[in the future.]
0006 :
[My mother was more condescending.]
0007 :
[When my dad left, she put]
[colorful clothes in the wash]
0008 :
[and some panties]
0009 :
[so that underwear of 6 brothers]
[wouldn't change my sexual habits.]
0010 :
[One of my brothers,]
[the trouble-maker,]
0011 :
[mixed colors in a load of whites]
[to remind me]
0012 :
["People only want to fuck with you,]
[and that's no enough for them."]
0013 :
[Another brother, the "neurotic",]
0014 :
[could pull up a stool and spend]
[the day with me.]
0015 :
[He'd start talking about chaos,]
[disorganization]
0016 :
[and make me see how]
[a pair of corduroys]
0017 :
[spinning together]
[with two flannel shirts]
0018 :
[would separate for no reason.]
0019 :
[I know they were all right,]
0020 :
[but next to the washer I felt]
[security. I never knew why.]
0021 :
[I never relived such calm moments]
0022 :
[as those Sunday afternoons]
[sitting in front of the washer]
0023 :
[and watching a good spin cycle.]
0024 :
You've started the washer
and the drier?
0025 :
I wanted my black t-shirt for today.
0026 :
So you did a wash for one shirt.
0027 :
Well... mine and 5 more.
0028 :
But you did an entire wash
for 6 t-shirts.
0029 :
All 6 were dirty.
0030 :
-Should I save you some lunch?
-I'm not coming for lunch.
0031 :
Have a good Sunday, Ok?
0032 :
A whole load for a few shirts.
Oh, my God...
0033 :
I will save lunch
for later in case...
0034 :
[I really love driving Sundays]
0035 :
[Sundays people laze around]
[so it seems the street is mine.]
0036 :
[My Sundays never were overly fun.]
0037 :
[I'd meet some friends,]
[go see football, nothing much.]
0038 :
[For me it was just giving life]
[to a dull day.]
0039 :
-Hey
-What's up?
0040 :
-How's it going?
-Good.
0041 :
-Been here long?
-No, a few minutes.
0042 :
-What road did you come by, Diagonal?
-Yeh.
0043 :
-You Numancia, right?
-Yeh. There wasn't a soul.
0044 :
Surfed a wave of green lights.
0045 :
Took me 6 minutes, 20 seconds.
0046 :
Great.
0047 :
Here, what about Ignacio?
0048 :
Late, as always.
0049 :
Look, the oldest is 97.
0050 :
97 years old isn't bad, is it?
0051 :
Damn! That dude had to live
through all the wars.
0052 :
-How can you read the obituaries?
-I like to be informed.
0053 :
-That's what old folks do.
-Hey, the youngest is 23.
0054 :
Then there's a ton in their 40's.
0055 :
Interesting stats.
0056 :
Damn! Look, Albert Castillo.
0057 :
Died in Barcelona at 23.
0058 :
His family notifies his friends
and acquaintances.
0059 :
The ceremony of the eternal rest
0060 :
of his soul is today at the chapel
in Les Corts.
0061 :
Who? Do you know him?
0062 :
Fuck, he went to school with us.
0063 :
Who?
0064 :
-Our Castillo? The "Tillo"?
-His name was Albert.
0065 :
No, the "Tillo"'s name was Jordi.
0066 :
No, that was his older brother.
0067 :
You think?
0068 :
It's true. Good footballer,
made you work.
0069 :
-I played against him once.
-Yeh, he scored on you.
0070 :
No way! I saved them all,
0071 :
even the final penalty.
0072 :
That was my great moment in school.
0073 :
My goal took us to the championship.
0074 :
Really? I didn't know that either.
0075 :
Yeh. The "Tillo" was playing, too.
0076 :
The dead one.
0077 :
Fuck, Francisco, don't say that.
It might not be him.
0078 :
Do you think?
0079 :
I don't know.
0080 :
I would say so.
0081 :
He came to my father's funeral.
0082 :
That doesn't count.
We all had to go for school.
0083 :
-What!
-Yeh.
0084 :
-Don't tell me you didn't know.
-I didn't know.
0085 :
Well, yes. The teacher called
and said we had to go.
0086 :
-He called you all?
-Yeah, of course.
0087 :
One by one?
0088 :
Well, one at a time
but we were all there, right?
0089 :
Maza didn't.
0090 :
Maza was out. He didn't know.
0091 :
-Hey!
-Dude!
0092 :
Sorry I'm late but traffic was heavy.
0093 :
Traffic?
Are you sure?
0094 :
Well, there was traffic- then I had
to go back to the studio
0095 :
to finish a design at the last minute.
0096 :
Yeh, yeh. And then?
0097 :
Then the cops stopped me.
0098 :
Right, the cops.
0099 :
-Did you guys get here on time?
-Yes, of course.
0100 :
Look, seems a class-mate has died.
0101 :
-Really? How?
-They don't say, do they?
0102 :
No way. Have you ever read an obit?
0103 :
-He was from your priests' school?
-It wasn't priests, it was monks.
0104 :
-Is this him, Albert Castillo?
-Yeh, the "Tillo".
0105 :
The "Tillo"?
Yeh, Castillo- "Tillo".
0106 :
No, that's not it.
0107 :
It was because he had ears like
that rat on TV,
0108 :
The Rat Giggio- from Rat Giggio
to "Riggio"
0109 :
to "Tiggio" and finally "Tillo".
Right?
0110 :
Fuck, how cruel and complicated
you were at your school.
0111 :
Well, at school they called me...
0112 :
-Damn, what ass-holes.
-What?
0113 :
Huh? No, nothing.
0114 :
-Let's get going to the restaurant?
-Yeh, let's go.
0115 :
-Come here.
-What'd they call you?
0116 :
Ok, but don't laugh, ok?
0117 :
Little Pistol.
0118 :
Little Pistol.
0119 :
Why? Cause you've got a little one?
0120 :
No, I went to Carnival dress
as a cowboy 3 years in a row.
0121 :
Hey, the design of this obit
is good. I like it.
0122 :
Yeh, yeh. Very good.
0123 :
Dani says we should go
to the funeral.
0124 :
But was he a friend of yours?
0125 :
Yeh, I won a championship with him.
0126 :
So now we have to go to a funeral.
0127 :
I'm sure there's a line
for the champions.
0128 :
Hey, man, one day we also went...
0129 :
We were champions.
0130 :
-Yeh, "one day"?
-One day nothing!
0131 :
Nothing.
0132 :
When it begins like that...
"One day", what?
0133 :
I'm not into it. We have to go.
0134 :
Yeh. Where are you going, Francisco?
0135 :
Stop it. One day we went to
a friend's house, ok?
0136 :
And?
0137 :
And we watched a porno
0138 :
and had a circle jerk.
0139 :
-You wanked each other?
-Fuck no.
0140 :
Each to his own.
0141 :
You had a wank with Albert.
So we have to go to the funeral.
0142 :
-You almost had a relationship.
-Very funny!
0143 :
But isn't it strange?
0144 :
I wanked with this guy,
now he's dead.
0145 :
Well, it's not strange,
it's a consequence.
0146 :
Let's go to the service.
0147 :
-What?
-Seriously, Dani?
0148 :
-Yeh, let's go.
-No!
0149 :
-Yes. Let's go to the chapel.
-No. That's final.
0150 :
-No.
-Don't be a drag, man.
0151 :
Hey, let's go to the beach.
I'm not going! No!
0152 :
We don't care.
0153 :
A funeral, I really
can't believe it.
0154 :
We're going to a funeral.
0155 :
I keep thinking this is
a terrible idea.
0156 :
On top of that we weren't invited.
0157 :
You know what I mean.
I don't know.
0158 :
-Hey, wait. Are you going this way?
-Yeh.
0159 :
If you'd taken Les Corts and then
Numancia it'd be quicker.
0160 :
He would know how to go, right?
It's his car.
0161 :
-Sometimes the driver gets lost.
-It's his car.
0162 :
-A 2nd opinion's good.
-A 2nd opinion.
0163 :
A 2nd opinion's always good.
0164 :
He's not terminally ill,
he's just driving.
0165 :
-I think you make him nervous.
-I think you do.
0166 :
Me?
0167 :
If you don't want to go,
what's it to you if we're early?
0168 :
We're there.
0169 :
Look, it's...
0170 :
It's number 3.
0171 :
Fuck man. It's quiet as a crypt.
0172 :
Seriously, this silence would kill you.
0173 :
Jesus, let's not go too far.
0174 :
What do we do if it's not him?
0175 :
Then we pay our regrets and split.
0176 :
More regret than less. More or less.
0177 :
Seriously.
0178 :
Do you know his parents?
0179 :
Would you recognize them?
0180 :
Once I met his mom. I went
to his house
0181 :
and had to pull a loose tooth.
0182 :
Sure we'll recognize: Mother Dentist.
0183 :
-Did you get off?
-I was 8.
0184 :
Truth is I was scared of her.
0185 :
-Dani?
-Carmen!
0186 :
-Hello!
-Hi!
0187 :
-It's been so long!
-Let's see, at least 2 years?
0188 :
Three.
0189 :
What are you doing here?
0190 :
Somebody we know died.
0191 :
Same for us.
0192 :
-What's the 1st letter?
-What?
0193 :
-The 1st letter of his name.
-Family name?
0194 :
-No, 1st name.
-It's "A".
0195 :
-Albert Castillo?
-Yeh, Albert Castillo.
0196 :
No way!
0197 :
He was my boyfriend. I started seeing
him when you left me.
0198 :
Shit! How do you know him?
0199 :
-He went to school with me.
-Seriously?
0200 :
Heavy. I don't believe it.
0201 :
Your friends knew him too?
0202 :
Yeh, my friend and Albert had a-
0203 :
a- a-
0204 :
A what?
0205 :
A championship team.
I'm Francisco.
0206 :
Dani's friend, and Albert's.
0207 :
I'm Carmen, Albert's ex-girlfriend.
0208 :
Well, and Dani's.
0209 :
I'm Ignacio, a friend of these two,
0210 :
and lots of other people.
0211 :
-But I never knew Albert.
-No? Hello.
0212 :
Well, he was a wonderful person.
0213 :
-Have you seen him?
-No.
0214 :
-They say he looks good.
-Ah, excellent!
0215 :
Are you going out with anyone?
0216 :
No.
0217 :
Did you get my letter?
0218 :
Yes. Very beautiful.
0219 :
I didn't get yours.
0220 :
It's just I didn't write one.
0221 :
Well, it doesn't matter.
0222 :
Hey Dani, I really liked seeing you.
I have to go.
0223 :
Ok. Me, too.
0224 :
-See you later.
-Bye.
0225 :
You went out with her?
0226 :
-Hey she's really intense.
-Yeh, pretty intense.
0227 :
He stuck his where you stuck
yours- intense.
0228 :
-This beats your circle-jerk.
-What a pig.
0229 :
Maybe it's not the "Tillo",
too coincidental.
0230 :
Before you were sure- now? Jesus.
0231 :
No, it's scary. There are 3 Ignacios.
0232 :
There are a lot of Ignacios.
0233 :
-And 4 Franciscos.
-What? Don't fuck around.
0234 :
The day my father died
0235 :
there was someone else with
the same name.
0236 :
That was rough- they screw up
all the time.
0237 :
People said: he looks good, he never
looked so good.
0238 :
Sure, how couldn't he look good if
they had made a mistake?
0239 :
Could those guys be any more
thick-headed?
0240 :
How could they get that wrong?
You'd have to be pretty stupid.
0241 :
-Let's go.
-I think it'd be best.
0242 :
I guess so.
0243 :
"WE LOVE YOU, ALBERT"
0244 :
"YOU ARE MY SUN". ANA.
0245 :
You coming, Dani?
0246 :
The design of these memoriam
cards is good.
0247 :
You're obsessed. Can you stop
thinking of work?
0248 :
It's hard to mix an "Our Father"
and a crucifix.
0249 :
You need taste,
0250 :
funerary chic.
0251 :
-Monday I'll bring it to work.
-It'll be the bomb.
0252 :
I hope so.
0253 :
It clears up nothing for us.
0254 :
On my father's memoriam it had
the names of family.
0255 :
Once we made a memoriam for
a kid named Rubén,
0256 :
and we wrote it "Ben Ur".
0257 :
Does anyone look familiar?
0258 :
I don't know.
0259 :
That kid in green
0260 :
could be the one
who repeated a year.
0261 :
Castejón?
0262 :
Strange if the only one here was
the kid who repeated a year.
0263 :
Why?
0264 :
'Cause he wasn't bright
enough to find out?
0265 :
-No, I just find it strange.
-But you find it strange.
0266 :
We pray to you, Lord.
0267 :
We pray to you, hear us.
0268 :
Now we're here,
why don't we join in?
0269 :
Give us brotherly love.
0270 :
May peace be with you.
0271 :
May peace be with you.
0272 :
Giving peace is cool.
0273 :
I like to give peace.
0274 :
Maybe it's not him.
0275 :
I'm hungry.
0276 :
Excuse me, are you friends
from school?
0277 :
What?
0278 :
I'm Cristina, Albert's sister. Carmen
told me you're friends from school.
0279 :
-No, well,
-Yes, school.
0280 :
Yes, well, school.
0281 :
We didn't have time to notify anyone,
0282 :
but my mother's very happy
you came.
0283 :
Well, I'm sorry for your loss.
0284 :
Thanks.
0285 :
I'm sorry for your loss.
0286 :
-I'm sorry.
-Thanks.
0287 :
Are you coming to the cemetery?
0288 :
Actually we were thinking...
0289 :
-Not really thinking...
-No, well, but we...
0290 :
-What?
-We're not sure.
0291 :
We're hungry and we thought
we'd go for paella.
0292 :
Sorry it's just...
0293 :
No, really, we're sorry.
0294 :
We supposed only family would
go to the cemetery.
0295 :
-More intimate, right?
-Yes.
0296 :
Though I don't know if I really
want to go.
0297 :
I'd prefer going with you guys
for paella.
0298 :
It must seem strange to you.
0299 :
No, no way.
0300 :
No, really.
0301 :
I remember when my father died,
0302 :
that afternoon my mother took
us shopping.
0303 :
I got a t-shirt
like nothing had happened.
0304 :
How old were you?
0305 :
Twelve.
0306 :
How did he die?
0307 :
Old age.
0308 :
He was really old when I was born.
He died of old age.
0309 :
-And Albert?
-How did he die?
0310 :
Youth.
0311 :
He committed suicide. I suppose he
died of being young.
0312 :
Cris.
0313 :
Your mother needs you.
0314 :
Bye.
0315 :
The design of this menu's
really good.
0316 :
The squid is fighting
with the cuttlefish.
0317 :
It looks more like the cuttlefish
is vomiting.
0318 :
All the better.
0319 :
Some have genius.
A cuttlefish vomiting a squid.
0320 :
You need imagination.
0321 :
Dani, don't worry. It wasn't him.
0322 :
I know it wasn't.
0323 :
Our Albert would never
commit suicide.
0324 :
Why? You don't know that.
0325 :
Yes I do. The "Tillo"
was a vital kid.
0326 :
He liked football, basketball.
0327 :
You knew him as a kid, when
the whole world's vital.
0328 :
Can you believe at 12,
I played 6 sports?
0329 :
Now I fall asleep watching TV.
0330 :
Once I thought of suicide.
0331 :
Hey. Leave it. Haven't we had
enough for today?
0332 :
Why? Why not talk about death?
0333 :
Why is it so scary?
0334 :
Everyone wants to talk about work
and vacation.
0335 :
-Then they don't travel or get a job.
-That happens to me.
0336 :
But death. That happens to everyone.
0337 :
I don't know why people freak out
about death.
0338 :
Know what I remember?
0339 :
The day I went back to class after
my father's death
0340 :
A week had passed.
0341 :
Only you approached me.
Know what you said?
0342 :
"You owe me 100 pesetas."
0343 :
His father died and you asked
for money?
0344 :
I tried to give him normality.
0345 :
No fucking way!
0346 :
Yeh, but I wanted to talk
about my dad, not normality.
0347 :
Now it's the same
with this suicide.
0348 :
Ok, fine.
0349 :
-Why did you think about suicide?
-I don't know.
0350 :
It was like a logical conclusion,
right?
0351 :
-Know what I mean?
-No.
0352 :
Yeh, yeh.
0353 :
So you've thought about it, too?
0354 :
You're really defensive.
0355 :
A ton of people think about it.
0356 :
Think the world's shit and
one fine day
0357 :
they kill themselves.
0358 :
When I thought of suicide I didn't
think the world was shit.
0359 :
No.
0360 :
Hey, isn't this paella
taking forever?
0361 :
That's normal and you know that
when you order paella.
0362 :
Excuse me, when you can...
0363 :
Seems that he can't.
0364 :
The day my father died I did
think life was shit.
0365 :
That day yes.
0366 :
My jacket bound me,
my tie choked me.
0367 :
All the people overwhelmed me
with their kisses and hugs.
0368 :
I didn't want that.
0369 :
Hey, Dani.
0370 :
Could you say good-bye
to your father?
0371 :
-I'm going to the bathroom.
-Ok.
0372 :
Why'd you have to ask him that?
0373 :
He's spent all day talking about
his dad. Now I offend him.
0374 :
Fuck, Ignacio, not offend...
0375 :
But there are things you don't
need to ask.
0376 :
That question was stupid.
0377 :
At least I didn't ask him for
money he owed me.
0378 :
Anyway, they ask those questions,
right?
0379 :
Yeh, man. But not so long after.
0380 :
After so many years. How tactless.
0381 :
-I'll apologize.
-When he comes back.
0382 :
Now? It wouldn't be too hasty?
0383 :
Better a message surprise
some other day.
0384 :
And where's the fucking paella?
0385 :
[My father died when I was 12]
[and I couldn't say goodbye.]
0386 :
[I remember we were angry]
[that day and hardly spoke.]
0387 :
[It didn't matter to me,]
[we'd fix it at dinner.]
0388 :
[That day he left at 12am and]
[never came back for dinner.]
0389 :
[More than saying goodbye]
0390 :
[I'd have liked him to be]
[proud of me.]
0391 :
[Only once did I have that feeling.]
0392 :
[The day I spent 2 hours in goal and]
[didn't let in one shot.]
0393 :
[My great day at school.]
0394 :
[I saved all sorts of shots,]
[and even a penalty.]
0395 :
[I remember he smiled at me and]
[called me champ.]
0396 :
["You're the best."]
0397 :
[The day he died there were]
[sales at the mall.]
0398 :
[My mom took us out to shop]
0399 :
[so no-one would remember him.]
0400 :
[As it turns out]
0401 :
[whenever I go to a mall]
[I remember him.]
0402 :
[It's like reliving that day.]
0403 :
[The sun shines through my window]
0404 :
[and my heart]
0405 :
[is sad]
[watching the city.]
0406 :
[Why are you leaving?]
0407 :
[Because when love doesn't die]
[it kills.]
0408 :
[Because love that kills never dies]
0409 :
[All my promises of love]
[will leave with you]
0410 :
[You'll forget me, You'll forget me.]
0411 :
[And die with you if you kill yourself]
0412 :
[And kill myself with you if you die.]
0413 :
Hey, I'm surprised.
0414 :
Me, too. What are you doing here?
0415 :
I remembered what you said and
I came out for a walk.
0416 :
-How did it go?
-Good.
0417 :
They placed the tombstone,
the bricks, and the people cried.
0418 :
I guess it went well, as expected.
0419 :
Good, you're lucky.
0420 :
With my dad it took them so long
to place the bricks
0421 :
that people stopped crying and
started to leave.
0422 :
What music do you like?
0423 :
Everything I guess. Pop, rock, ballads.
0424 :
-And you
-I like everything, too.
0425 :
Rock, pop, ballads.
0426 :
For example?
0427 :
Well, Freddie Mercury, Kurt Kobain,
and above all Jim Morrison.
0428 :
They're all dead.
0429 :
Yeh, that's true.
0430 :
I suppose that's money I save
on concerts, right?
0431 :
Look at what I got.
0432 :
I mean I can't believe it.
You're the worst.
0433 :
-You get a shirt, and what number?
-Well, "L".
0434 :
No I mean...
0435 :
I had a teacher who always made
us write essays
0436 :
of 65 words. We could only
write 65 words.
0437 :
We would do "The vacation"
in 65 words.
0438 :
"My friends" in 65 words.
0439 :
Was it too much or too little,
65 words?
0440 :
Depends on what
you wanted to explain.
0441 :
Of course, it depends.
0442 :
-Do you have brothers or sisters?
-Brothers?
0443 :
Yes, there are 5 brothers and me.
The oldest is 45.
0444 :
-Seriously?
-Yeh.
0445 :
I don't think they were expecting me,
I was my father's last fuck.
0446 :
Then it was a good fuck.
0447 :
You're going to make me blush.
0448 :
-You're kidding, right?
-What do you think?
0449 :
I don't know.
0450 :
Will you write me an essay
in 65 words?
0451 :
Do you want to come
to my house tonight?
0452 :
I'm meeting with friends to talk
about Albert.
0453 :
-A meeting with friends?
-Support group, American style.
0454 :
He was in Boston for a year and
always said how good it was
0455 :
that people there meet
after a funeral
0456 :
to talk about the person who died.
0457 :
Well, I'd like to but...
0458 :
Come. I think you'll be the only
one from school.
0459 :
It would be great if you could come.
0460 :
Yeh, but I'm not the best
representative of the school.
0461 :
Best representative? Why?
0462 :
Just because, Cristina.
0463 :
Because your brother and I weren't...
0464 :
-We weren't in the same class.
-It doesn't matter.
0465 :
-You knew him, right?
-Yes.
0466 :
We were friends but not class-mates.