Monologue
I have a real problem with my boyfriend. I’ve found out he’s been cheating on me and lied about it all this time! I don’t know what to do! I feel like killing both of them! They have cheated me! I don’t know what went wrong, our relationship seemed stable. I never dreamed of him doing something like this, just like I never would. He never seemed suspicious in what he did or said. I’m in bits, I really loved him and I still do! I failed to see how cruel he could be by going through with cheating. I always supported him with everything and now he has threw it back in my face. The worst thing is knowing I still love him and I want to give him a chance, but I’m scared he won’t bother with me now. He was the first real guy who actually made me feel wanted for once. I had a few boyfriends previous but they thought of me as a sex symbol and not someone who has feelings. Oh, why can I attract them? Why must guys lose me like I am some useless item that’s had it use? I wished I could find a guy who would show some honesty and who likes me for who I am and not as a sex symbol. What angers me more is that I’m not the only girl who goes through this!! Girls get used too much and whenever I hear about it, I feel sorry for them. But I never imagined it would ever happen to me. But, a good thing is that I can relate to others who’ve been through the same thing as me and help others who haven’t. I despise guys on the whole now, it pains me to know I let a guy in my life because he told me he loved me. This was a lie at the end of the day.