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Three of a Kind by Victoria Hibbard
Pt. 3
Chapter 21 The Unexpected
"Don't say words you're gonna regret.
Don't let the fire rush to your head.
I've heard the accusation before and I ain't gonna take any more,
Believe me.
The sun in your eyes
Made some of the lies worth believing.
I am the eye in the sky Looking at you,
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules dealing with fools,
I can cheat you blind.
And I don't need to see any more to know that
I can read your mind, I can read your mind..."
~~ The Alan Parson's Project Eye In the Sky
Day and night no longer had any meaning for Polly Maxwell. All
sensations of passing time were blended into a continuous, half lucid series events
that ceased to mean anything other than hell. When she was awake, she knew
anything could happen at any time, with no particular schedule to give any
cohesion to her days. When she slept, she slept hard, scarcely dreaming. It seemed
there was never enough time to sleep. She hated going to sleep, simply
because it meant she would have to wake up. She hated being awake, because
terrible things happened. There was only a few scattered moments when she was left to
contemplate where she was, why she was here, and when it would all end.
Where she was hadn't changed, with the exception of her cell. No longer
housed in the detention block, Polly had been moved to a small barracks
room, somewhere close to Diana's personal quarters. The cot was only
marginally more comfortable, and the toilet facilities had just a little more privacy,
but not much. It seemed that this was Polly's reward for having answered
Diana's questions during the interrogations she'd undergone. At least, that's
what she'd been told. Back in the recesses of the mind that she still harbored some
common sense in, Polly knew that her relocation had more to do with
convenience, and possibly better security measures. Where she was now, it was faster for
the guards to fetch her when Diana summoned her, and it was also easier for
Diana to observe her. And somewhere in the fractured recollections Polly had,
she knew why Diana was so keen to observe her. There had been a procedure she'd
undergone, but she couldn't exactly remember how long ago this had
happened. Part of her logic rebelled that it even had. In addition to questioning and
experimenting, Polly was given regular injections, sometimes by an
assigned technician, and sometimes by Diana herself. It wasn't the same drug she'd been
given at the interrogation, where she'd been forced to tell the truth to any
question asked, but rather, it was a sedative of some sort. While still
remaining physically awake and functional, her sense of emotion and response were
considerably muted. When someone came for her, she no longer trembled in fear,
rebelled, or cried out. In fact, it wouldn't even occur to her to do so until she'd
been escorted halfway down the corridor. Often times, Polly had the feeling
of watching everything that was happening to her as though she were seeing
it happen to someone else in a movie or on stage. When it was over, Polly could
never even be completely certain that anything had happened at all when she
woke up the next day...or night...or whenever...
But little snippets of events would find their way back into her
memory, especially when it was time for another dose of that "whatever it was"
drug. Polly found herself wishing for it, because then, nothing mattered.
The memories were there, crowding the edges of her mind, waiting their turn. When
the drug wore off, she was helpless to prevent the flood of images. The things
she knew...
There were numerous blood tests and genetic samples taken. Polly had
only vague recollections of this, but the stories that Laura had told the
resistance had been passed down to her. She'd already known how Abraham had come
into existence. She could recite, almost chapter and verse, the tearful
story that Robin had told the family concerning Elizabeth's creation...
Polly once had a dim hope that Diana didn't plan on any more genetic
experiments...at least none with her. After all, it felt like several
days and nights had bled into one another without some dashing, he-man, uniformed
Visitor stud being sent in to impregnate her with his Iguana Seed...
But one day, her luck ran out. Only, Polly didn't know what was coming
for her when it came for her. Like any other time, she was given her "happy
hour cocktail", and then she was half walked, half drug down the corridor,
until she was brought to Diana's lab/office. Instead of being strapped to a
gravity chair, or worse...led to the bedchamber...Polly was brought in to the
lab portion of Diana's quarters. From there, the guards lifted her up, stretched
her out on a draped table and strapped down her arms. Then, she was quickly
joined in the room by Diana, who was wearing an ordinary white lab coat over her
uniform. She looked so much like a parody of Julie that it was hard not to
laugh. In fact, Polly might have if it wasn't for an object that she noticed in
Diana's gloved hand that looked suspiciously like a turkey baster.
"Polly, my dear, how lovely you look lying there," Diana crooned to
her, stroking the locks of her hair that were dangling over the edge of the
table, "I could look at you like that all day...but, the fact is, I have an
important project in mind for you..."
Polly moaned inwardly, dreading what was coming next.
"You see, you Maxwell women have some rather incredible genetic
potential. I know you don't think much of your sister, Robin, but I must assure
you...her DNA is stellar, even if she doesn't live up to her potential. So, my
dear, is yours. I simply can't allow it to go to waste. Nor can I...neglect to
honor my dearest friends..."
"Honor your friends?" Polly had choked incrediously, "You have
friends?"
"Of course I have friends, darling," Diana oozed, "This particular
friend of mine served me well. He was always willing to listen to me, and was
quite loyal to me. Since he was the only child in his family, I persuaded him
to donate some samples during routine physicals in the event that he ever became
unable to produce children through natural means. In this way, I assured him
the ability to carry on his family name...What a shame...He'd still be with
us today if he hadn't been found guilty of attempting to murder the Leader...At
any rate, Polly, darling, I'd like you to meet Lt. James. I'm quite certain
the two of you will make a splendid match."
Diana held up the 'turkey baster' for Polly to see. Instantly, Polly
tried to free herself and wiggle away, but she found herself completely
restrained and unable to move.
"Relax, my dear," Diana purred to her, as she prepped an unwilling
Polly for the procedure, "I'm aware of your possible aversion to men. This is why
I've arranged for your impregnation to happen this way. As you'll see, I can
be very sensitive to your needs, Polly..."
Despite the humiliation and the torment involved in the "Turkey Baster
Incident", Polly still did not consider that the worst of all.
The worst was...
Polly didn't want to go there. She didn't want to remember the ways
that Diana had amused herself and whetted her appetites on Polly's unwilling
innocence. Of all the nasty Diana stories that had been passed around
the resistance, there was one tale no one ever told of. She wondered, vaguely, if
Julie or Robin...or Mike...for that matter, had endured any of it.
Then, there were the things Diana told her when the torment was
finished for the moment. It was almost as though Polly had ceased to be a common
prisoner, in that regard. During what seemed to be her saner moments, Diana
would talk about her daughter, Madeline, insisting that she would get her back at
all costs. She told her how Madeline was destined for greatness, because of
her genetic differences, and because she had been engineered by Diana
herself. Then, she continued along those lines, telling Polly that the child she'd
bear would be just like Madeline and Elizabeth...and Abraham, though mercifully,
she never brought him up again. Other discussions Diana brought to the
fore included more information than Polly cared to know about the
differences between Sirian and human sexual habits. When she'd talked about her relations
with the late Security Chief, Dale, it sounded as though she was boasting when
she spoke of how he died as she climaxed. Then, she'd offered Polly the
opportunity to know the love of a Sirian male for herself...any man of her chosing.
Polly had the sense of mind at the time to refuse the offer, and as far as she
knew, her refusal had been honored...at least in the technical sense. Sometime
afterwards was when Polly had been introduced to Lt. James via the
turkey baster procedure.
Some of these dreaded conversations were disguised attempts to bring
Polly to offer up more information about those in the resistance she knew. Diana
was a master at manipulation, both mental and physical. This fact never
strayed far from Polly's mind, drugged or not. Everything of value she knew
had been dragged out of her during the truth serum interrogation. However,
Polly was only beginning to realize, in her more lucid moments, that this was
only part of the game. More could be learned when one believed they could confide
in a friend. To this end, Diana would pull Polly out of her confinement
just to "chat". Often times, she'd be offered more of the drug, and food, and
allowed to sit unrestrained, in any position she chose. Diana would assume a
similar pose of making one's self comfortable, all the while, keeping her eyes
expertly trained on Polly. Gaurds were always stationed at the door, so escape
would be unthinkable, even if Polly had the mental strength to do so. Then, a
barrage of personal questions would begin. No topic was considered too
private. Diana questioned Polly on her religious background, her favorite foods,
television shows, college courses and social life. She seemed particularly
interested in Polly's past and present dating habits, and anything relating to how
a young human woman of 19 conducted her life...(outside of fighting with the
resistance). Polly, at first, had wondered if she was digging for
information, so she could use it against her in the conversion chamber Julie had spoken of.
At a later time, Polly seemed to recall overhearing that there was something
wrong with the conversion chamber...and that this was the reason why she had
not been placed into it.
After Polly had dutifly answered every question Diana could think of,
the sessions usually ended---at first. As the days wore on, however, the
game changed. Diana would actually display emotion at some of Polly's
revelations, and other times, she'd make comments. Then, more recently, Diana had begun
to insert some of her own experiences to Polly's conversation. She even
told Polly how old she was the first time she'd ever slept with anyone...how she
felt for Polly losing her father at a young age, because she had too...and that
she'd found it difficult to form bonds with her peers in school because she
was so much more intelligent than most other children her age. Anything she
could think of, Polly supposed, to make it seem as though Polly could trust her,
because they had things in common.
Diana never apologized for any of her actions. She never told Polly
that she was sorry for the way her soldiers had taken Robin prisoner, nor did
she ever admit any wrongdoing when it came to ordering Brian to rape Robin so
that Elizabeth could be conceived. Diana took no responsibility for the
loss of Kathleen Maxwell at the Mountain Camp, or the death of Robert Maxwell a
few years later. She merely made a pathetic attempt to sympathize...and draw out
Polly's feelings on the matter. Then, as Polly learned, her deepest, darkest
feelings were brought to the light and manipulated into something that, if it
was the truth, it sounded much uglier than it had to...
"When you think about all you've lost, my poor darling, do you ever
stop to think about who's to blame?" Diana had asked her, point blank, during
one "chat" session.
Polly's sarcasm, which was more a part of her than any clothes she ever
wore, could not bite back a caustic response when she was as doped as she
was.
"Is this a trick question? Were you born that dumb, or did you have to
study?" she retorted, a third of her wishing she could swallow her
words as soon as she spoke them. Another third was giving herself mental pats on the
back for having the guts to stand up to the Iguana Queen with such guts, and the
final third really couldn't care less.
Diana awarded her with one of those dazzling, predatory smiles.
"I do so like you Polly, but you seem to forget something. I wasn't
born...I was hatched....Now...I know on the surface, you blame us...but...I
really want you to think about it, my dear. First, I want you to remember the facts
about your sister's capture, and then I want you to tell me why it was that
she got captured, and you did not..."
"Binna got taken because she snuck out of the headquarters and got
caught out after curfew," Polly answered systematically.
"Exactly, my dear. Robin got captured because she broke the rules. You,
however, did not...so you stayed safe. Your little sister did not break
the rules, so she stayed safe. Your parents didn't break the rules, so they stayed
safe..."
"No they didn't" Polly spat, "My mom died at the Mountain Camp! I told
you that! She did not stay safe!"
"Yes, it's a terrible shame, isn't it. Your mother would still be alive
today if Robin hadn't broken the rules, now wouldn't she..."
"I know," Polly agreed, tears spilling down her cheeks, "Sometimes I
hate her for it..."
"So, you do blame Robin," Diana concluded.
So, you do blame Robin...
If Polly had come to this conclusion on her own, or even on a shrink's
couch after she had some nervous breakdown and needed to get her head
together, she might have been able to accept this realization with the resolve needed
to sort through it in a constructive sort of way. But, Diana was no
shrink, and when Polly was left to her own devices, she tried not to let herself dwell
on the discussions they had.
So, Polly tried to digest all of this with little emotion, especially
since the drugs she was on seemed to help in that department. The worst, she
learned, was yet to come. She couldn't remember precisely when the
tide had turned. Had it had been last night or the night before? But, she was smart
enough to sense it while it happened, despite the dose of medication. It was
sometime after the turkey baster procedure, that much Polly was sure of. That
was when Polly had been transferred to her new barracks.
Then, Diana had sent in the guards to bring Polly in for yet another
chat. This next session started much like any other, except that she began
discussing her plans for Polly's pregnancy. If Polly was pregnant, she didn't yet
know, but that didn't seem to matter. Diana told her that the "Enlightened
One" had assured her that the procedure was a success. Then, she went off on
a tangent about these "Enlightened One" that spoke to her on a highly
personal basis, and advised her on various courses of action she should take to bring
salvation and an end to the suffering of the Sullam Voe. She told Polly
that she would be instrumental in this plan. All she had to do was bring forth the
child that Diana had engineered.
Polly had shown little in the way of emotion upon hearing any of this.