Death and Dying [ Novel for this unit is Bang the Drum Slowly ]

Jay Parini

Skater in Blue

The lid broke, and suddenly the child

in all her innocence was underneath

the ice in zero water , growing wild

with numbness and fear. The child fell

so gently through the ice that none could tell

at first that she was gone. They skated on

without the backward looks that might have saved

her when she slipped, feet first, beneath the glaze.

She saw the sun distorted by the haze

of river ice, a splay of light, a lost

imperfect kingdom. Fallen out of sight,

she found a blue and simple, solid night.

It never came to her that no one knew

how far from them she’d fallen or how blue

her world had grown so quickly, at such cost.

Richard Armour

One Down

Weight distributed,

Free from strain,

Divot replaced,

Familiar terrain,

Straight left arm,

Unmoving head-

Here lies the golfer,

Cold and dead.

Tom Meschery

The Last Poem

When

the game has ended

and the roar of the crowd

has faded into the past

and only the cleaning brooms

click-clack echoes

on the empty seats

drumming through

the dim-lit concrete corridors

of the stadium what

then?

Louise Gluck

The Racer’s Widow

The elements have merged into solicitude.

Spasms of violets rise above the mud

And weed, and soon the birds and ancients

Will be starting to arrive, bereaving points

South. But never mind. It is not painful to discuss

His death. I have been primed for this –

For separation – for so long. But still his face assaults

Me; I can hear that car careen again, the crowd coagulate

on asphalt

In my sleep. And watching him, I feel my legs like snow

That finally let him go

As he lies draining there. And see

How even he did not get to keep that lovely body.

A. E. Housman

Is My Team Ploughing

“Is my team ploughing,

that I was used to drive

And hear the harness jingle

When I was man alive?”

Aye, the horses trample,

The harness jingles now;

No change though you lie under

The land you used to plough.

“Is football playing

Along the river shore,

With lads to chase the leather,

Now I stand up no more?”

Aye, the ball is flying,

The lads play heart and soul;

The goal stands up, the keeper

Stands to keep the goal.

“Is my girl happy,

That I thought hard to leave,

And has she tired of weeping

As She lies down at Eve?”

Aye, she lies down lightly

She lies down not to weep:

Your girl is well contented

Be still, my lad, and sleep.

“Is my friend hearty,

Now I am thin and pine;

And has he found to sleep in

A better bed than mine?”

Yes lad, I lie easy

I lie as lads would choose:

I cheer a dead man’s sweetheart

Never ask me whose.

A.E. Housman

To an Athlete Dying Young

The time you won the town the race

We chaired you through the market-place;

Man and boy stood cheering by,

And home we brought you shoulder-high.

Today, the road all runners come,

Shoulder-high we bring you home,

And set you at your threshold down,

Townsman of a stiller town.

Smart lad, to slip betimes away

From fields where glory does not stay

And early though the laurel grows

It withers quicker than the rose.

Eyes the shady night has shut

cannot see the record cut,

And silence sounds no worse than cheers

After the earth has stopped the ears;

Now you will not swell the rout

Of lads that wore their honour out,

Runners whom renown outran

And the name died before the man.

So set, before its echoes fade,

The fleet foot on the sill of shade,

and hold to the low lintel up

The still defended challenge-cup.

And round that early-laurelled head

Will flock to gaze the strengthless dead

And find unwithered on its curls

The garland briefer than a girl’s.

A.E. Housman

Twice a Week the Winter Through

Twice a week the winter through

Here I stood to keep the goal:

Football then was fighting sorrow

For the young man’s soul.

Now in Maytime to the wicket

Out I march with bat and pad:

See the son of grief at cricket

Trying to be glad.

Try I will; no harm in trying:

Winder ‘tis how little mirth

Keep the bones of man from lying

On the bed of earth.

John Updike

“EX-BASKETBALL PLAYER”

Pearl Avenue runs past the high school lot,

bends with the trolley tracks, and stops, cut off

Before it has a chance to go two blocks,

At Colonel McComsky Plaza. Berth’s Garage

Is on the corner facing west, and there,

Most days, you’ll find Flick Webb, who helps Berth out.

Flick stands tall among the idiot pumps–

Five on a side, the old bubble-head style,

Their rubber elbows hanging loose and low.

One’s nostrils are two S’s and his eyes

An E and O. And one is squat, without

A head at all–more a football type.

One Flick played for the high school, the Wizards.

He was good: in fact, the best. In ‘46

He bucketed three hundred ninety points,

A country record, still, the ball loved Flick.

I saw him rack up thirty-eight or forty

In one home game. His hands were like wild birds.

He never learned a trade, he just sells gas,

Checks oil, and changes flats. Once in a while,

As a gag, he dribbles an inner tube,

But most of us remember anyway.

His hands are fine and nervous on the lug wrench.

It makes no difference to the lug wrench though.

Off work, he hangs around Mae’s Luncheonette.

Grease-grey and kind of coiled, he plays pinball,

Sips lemon cokes, and smokes those thin cigars;

Flick seldom speaks to Mae, just sits and nods

Beyond her face towards bright applauding tiers

Of Neco Wafers, Nibs, and Juju Beads.

Richard Eberhart

Ball Game

Caught off first, he leaped to run to second, but

Then struggled back to first.

He left first because of a natural desire

To leap, to get on with the game.

When you jerk to run to second

You do not necessarily think of a home run.

You want to go on. You want to get to the next stage,

The entire soul is bent on second base.

The fact is that the mind flashes

Faster in action than the muscles can move.

Dramatic! Off first, taut, heading for second,

In a split second, total realization,

Heading for first. Head first! Legs follow fast.

You struggle back to first with victor effort

As, even, after a life of effort and chill,

One flashes back to the safety of childhood,

To that strange place where one had first begun.